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Joined: 29 Sep 2007 Posts: 16 Location: Wherever I am at the moment!! lol
Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 9:16 am Post subject: Why can't I be mad?
i wish i could be mad but i can't. theres this guy that i really like and last nite i found out that he likes my best friend. now he knows i like him but we have never gone out or nething. i talk to him everyday and wut ticks me off is that i want to be mad because he likes my best friend but i cant. im hurt but not mad. i can understand y he likes her because she is one of the best ppl ever and she loves everyone. we have been best friends for a while and we r super close. she told me she wont go out wit him because i like him but i dont want to be the type of person who builds my happiness on someone elses heartache i dont want to be all like u cant go out with him cuz i like him and i refuse to be like that. i like him so much that even if im not with him as long as hes happy i am too but this is a lot to handle. wut is really bad is that they both tell me everything including things i dont need to know but i feel i cant tell them this because it hurts to bad. i know they see something wrong with me because they both asked me last nite if i was ok. the guy i like thought i was mad at him but ive told him time and time again that i cant get mad at him. he knows i like him and wuts terrible is im the type oof person who always used to say i dont believe in high school love because it doesnt happen but then i got hit wit it. this sounds insane because ive always been the type to never say the three words "i love you" unless i mean it cuz i believe it gets thrown around too much and doesnt mean nething. so i have never been able to say the words except to my family until now. my best friend is pretty and sweet and a whole lot of things so yes i can understand why so many guys fall for her. it also sux cuz they both can read me so well and last nite they both asked me wut wuz wrong. well of course me being the way i am i told them that its just cuz i was sick but i know my best friend can see right through that lie and the guy im totally in love with i dont know if he knew or not but i think he did. they both tried to make me laugh last nite but i couldnt help but crying instead. lately i have been so upbeat and happy that ppl thought i was weird and now everyone around me can tell there is something wrong with me. i can normally play a really happy go lucky even though im upset but i cant do it today ive tried. im trying to forget about this whole thing but the more i try to forget it the more it keeps kicking me in the butt. i dont know how i am going to be able to pretend like nothing is wrong tonite when i talk to both of them. i love both of those two to death and i am not the type of person who can build my happiness on someone elses heartache so i refuse to tell them that they cant like eachother cuz i know awhile ago when my best friend and i first met him she liked him but i dont understand wut to do cuz at the time he didnt like her and i didnt like him either but as things grew between all of us i guess he started liking her and i started liking him. i know i will figure this out eventually but i just dont know why i cant be mad at them. i wish i could cuz it seems easier but i cant and i dont know why. i guess nice guys do finish last _________________ *totally random*
Joined: 15 Oct 2007 Posts: 25 Location: Banned = Not On Infohub
Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 1:10 pm Post subject: nice
Well i can understand you not being angry... sometimes something hurts so deep you cant find the energy for anger, i am going through that right now. As for your best friend, i don think it would be wrong or selfish or anything to let your best friend know how much it bothers you that the might become and item, if she is a good friend she will understand taht guys come and go (and boy do they go) but best friends should stick by each other no matter what. I wouldnt go out with a guy that i knew my friend liked, unless i was sure that my friend wasnt hurt by it. And i am sure if the roles were reversed, you wouldnt go out with this guy no matter how in love with him you are if it would hurt someone else you cared about.
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